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them yeah woke up at two o'clock in the

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morning from my for my two o'clock

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medicine and I saw that you know the CNN

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and every channel had dis shooting and I

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looked again and they said Stephon

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paddock and I said why so I called my

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mom and my mom answered the phone and I

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said is that Steve and she said I guess

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out and I asked her was was he sick like

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me she didn't want to talk about it see

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most this interviews not gonna go very

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well and I don't expect a whole lot of

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this to be aired because of my my

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feeling for other people you know I care

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I care more about the people that were

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hurt and what it's gotta be like to sit

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on the wrong end of a gun why they sell

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these weapons so what did she say as far

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as when you asked her whether he was

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sick she didn't want to talk about it so

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I hung up and I saw that he'd killed a

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whole bunch of people and I realized

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that being sick like me would make you

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want to kill a bunch of people or even

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shoot at him so you think you kind of

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understand what was going on in his head

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that I do yeah yeah I have to presume

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what happened was I was painting the

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the loss of the ability to control

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everything because he was always the

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controlling brother 7 years older than

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us and raised us took care of us he was

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the father and he was always mom's best

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choice he had the bright red Volkswagen

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all the neighbors wanted and he was

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always in school so he was the good kid

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I can't yeah he was someone always

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punishing us for being the bad ones I

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don't know if that makes him the good

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but we never got punished by her mother

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it was always it was always Steve or a

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combination of Steve and Pat but he said

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he was controlling what do you know

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about his controlling nature his dream

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objects he always had to have

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looking up at the crystal on the counter

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tops going yeah oh that's mine with the

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inheritance and when she passes away

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everything's mine huh his mind that the

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whole world was his if he I mean he went

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out and earned it what he earned he

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yearned himself he had his uh he had his

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first apartment building I think he was

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still working for the IRS and had his

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first apartment in North Hollywood

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bought the building took out the central

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water system and put in heater water

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heaters in every apartment how was he